I can take a pill for my head
but there's not one for my heart
maybe the cures in my bed
next to the hours I sleep?
Or maybe I washed them away
in the bar
drinking alone's not a very good plan
But it's all I've got left and Im a desperate man
for a little bit of company
with liquid friends inside of me
I'll scream and shout
help me
tell me what to do
now I'm not with you

Now I don't want my friends to comfort me
because matters of the heart should be left to those who own it see
and I lost yours not long ago
for not doing all the things I promised I'd do
and now look where I am
I'm down
I'm down
I'm downing more
because I wanna do myself some harm
and I'm pushed
I'm pissed
I'm pressed for luck
but you don't really give a fuck

I used to wear my heart just like a badge
but now I hide it under my shirt
just like a scar
that I'm ashamed of

I can beat my head all I want
but it will never do me any good
and I can blame my hands
my mouth
my heart
but it's everything I haven't done
and don't you drown your brown eyes over me
don't you dare
keep your tears in your eyes
I'll be the well adjusted boy one day